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7/28/2009
noone but me from URL @ 11:28 PM SARAH IS A HAPPY & SUCCESSFUL GIRL! :>  okk fineee, the picture is damn tiny but squint and look ya'll! 2988 words babyyy, do i rock or rolllll! :D Okay, lots have happened, gooddays gooddays; but i don't have pictures so, sucks for you! Bluekzzz. Hahaha, its midweek ya'll, good week ahead! :> :> :> just enjoy the show
noone but me from URL @ 2:17 PM Hohumzz. "We can mistakenly believe that we do not have a certain ignoble desire, particularly if it is important to our self-image that we see ourselves as having no hostile desires." laugh out loud, i know it sounds absurd 7/25/2009 noone but me from URL @ 4:42 PM ROOPI SHADED THIS!  k thank you very much, im feeling extremely annoyed with myself right now. looking forward to fireworks and then dian's bday party! :D :D :Dadious amigoz. im a genie in a bottle
7/22/2009 noone but me from URL @ 11:22 PM Its not me, its you, its you. I neeeed to stop wasting timeeeee. As it is, i'm not studying cos i'm supposed to be doing my bloody IS, but i'm not doing my bloody IS cos i just cannot get round to it and so i'm wasting time and i blooodywell need to to stoppppp. Grrrrr, i'm so annoyed. I want to finish this damn thing so i can immerse myself in hardcore mugging. Hahaha, do i sound psycho? Good. I want to get down to realllll hardcore studying. The As are gna come i know, but not gna come easy mannz. Anyhooos, today was a nice day at school i think. Played 2 mins of touch rug and then started taking pictures for pe which was actually quite fun haha. Last pe ): like FOREVER AND EVER ): anwww, i think its when i have times like these with my cmates that i think i might actually miss them, or the few, a slight bit. Plus, i like hanging out at the indian tables with whoever's there cos it always means free effortless laughs :D Aaaaand, ganesh as much as you say im boring and not funny and make me feel bad about myself, talking to you on the phone is fun too cos you make me laughhhhh hahaha. & you dont action and say its not fun talking to me okay, i wont friend you again! HAHA. Have i mentioned that i miss people? yes i have ): I'm just glad i have the friends i have. [c=46][b]H o l m e z[/b][/c] says (12:19 AM): =))))) i love you more and many many more like chipsmore ok I hope you have the friends who make you happy too. Okkk its thursday tmr, which means TGIF soon loves! Bye! I'd like to shrink you and keep you in my pocket cos you make me smile :} HEEHEEHOOHOOO. please stay for awhile now 7/20/2009 noone but me from URL @ 9:28 PM my heart actually flutters you know, i've felt it. ): 7/19/2009 noone but me from URL @ 11:34 PM It's a two-way road, so if you wna change the flow you've gotta let me know. The deal was to meet me halfway but if i'm the only one clapping when it takes two, then i'm just the fool flapping my arms in the air in vain. As in, i just want to say that i refuse to get hurt. Let me let you go; i'm just sorry to have to go back on my word. Would you lie to the one you love to spare her the pain? It's easy to say you'd tell the truth and help her deal, but could you? Seriously?
noone but me from URL @ 6:38 PM But traditions I can trace against the child in your face Oh saturdayyyyy! Did ki with nurin at espl library, dinner, made our way to the barrage, made our way back to espl (talking a lot alllll the way), watched fireworks!, met kg giant shaz danial and zarifah to celebrate danial's bday, slacked at macs, good night! :} Thanks for the relief friends! I think this and next are gna be my last saturdays involving social life. Or rather, i need to make them my last. Notime notime so annoying! & the stupid 2-lettered taboo/jinx word is getting on my nerves. I need to be studying not doing that, grrrr. & PPL WHO WRITE 2000 WORDS IN A FEW HRS DONT HELP! GRRR. I miss people you know. Quite a bit. Collectively yes, delta, 4i lovelies, ncc people, but i miss individuals too. Indivs in the above mentioned groups and the random significant people whom i think about every now and then just because they're on my mind. Hello all of you. I wonder how you're doing. I hope you're holding up just fine, taking things easy. Dont stress k? I miss ya'll a lotlotlot, but i guess we've just gotta wait for awhile more before we can meet up and have the good old times we used to. Sighhhh. Love ya'll veryverystrawberrymanymany much. I hope i meet ya'll this week makkalz. Got some words on carboard, 7/17/2009 noone but me from URL @ 6:57 PM It's not just ironic, but it's the epitome of ironies. The world is, funny. 7/16/2009 noone but me from URL @ 5:23 PM HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING BUDDY! (14/7) WHO'S VERY FAR AWAY WHEN YOU SHOULD BE OTW BACK TO SINGAPORE NOWWWWW!  (look at kathleen in the picture hahaha!) 2 days late post but happy birthday sunmengggg! :) can you hurry come home so that we can all give you 1) a big fat hug 2) mess your hair 3) slap your boobs 4) scold you but tell you you look pretty for losing so much weight and 5) tell you that we've missed you, so much? ): We're all just waiting for you. Please say that you are coming back k. Anww, i hope you had a lovely day 2 days ago auntymeng! I miss you, veryverystrawberrymanymanyvegetableyhorribly much, sighhhh. I love you! (You're still the first person i think of whenever i think of peaches or whenever i see vegesushi go past on the sushi buffet travellator thing haha :) -- Dont be horrible like adlin & rachel and say the 2 lettered jinx words around me plzzz, bye! or should i just keep chasing pavements, even if it leads nowhere? 7/14/2009 noone but me from URL @ 8:16 PM Rompin' and a stompin', cause i'm in my prime Heeeheeee, celebrated these 2 girlz bdays on sat! :) Love this picture cos its so damn funny! HAHA. sus was scolding me for taking unglam picts and hasina, was just, hungry hahahha. HAHA its really damn funny!  Yeapzz, so zee indians went ice-skating! Haha i have a secret talent for ice-skating i realise :) But anw it was good fun cos of the people. Lincon made me laugh non-stop cos he kept falling/trying not to fall and then looking around to see if anyone saw heh. Taught a couple of people who managed to skate on their own at the end of the day! :D && ganesh! im sorry i made you falllllll, my only defence is that i fell toooo :/ Togethergether la huh :) Dont worry, i'll never race you again k. But anyhows, overall it was pretty fun! :D I wna learn how to turn, stop, and do all those twirly twirly things you see on the advert for disney on ice! HAHA. I'll be.. SNOW WHITE! HAHA.    Then sus came! :D :D & we celebrated their bdays with a mini cupcake :)  Group peeekture! :D  & then sus hasina and i went outtttt, had a hell of a time taking peeektures, talking and laughing like mad haha. Love you 2 :}  and guess what and who we sawwwwwwww! :D :D :D :D :D :D 1)Fireworks!  2) Mynahhhhhh! :D :D :D  Hahahaha vvvvhappy! :D :D Plus we were high from god knows which made the night all the more fun. :D Yeah, had dinner, hasina left so sus & i had a little adventure of our own! heh.   Yeapadabadooooo! Awesome saturday! -- && Friday was spent watching duplicity with zee beloved pandis and then talktalktalking before joining the ketepekss much later! Highlights=friends=roopi nurin zarifah syimah+late night games+lots of laughter=happiness very much! :) Jogged what i thought was 4.8 but turned out to be FREAKING SIX km with adlin yesterday. It was such a dreadful jog, i kept wanting to stopstopstoppp but i kept telling myself nonono all the way so im damn proud of the 2 of us! Haha. & had ice cream chef with her & rachel todayyyy! Ice cream is good for happy food. I freaked out today cos of my bloody KI IS. Like, almostttt on the verge of a panic attack :/ not good for the soul yo, but ice cream's good for the soul. Very good. Ice cream and friends. Bagoooose! :D Haha. I miss ncc ): && LIVERPOOL'S OTW TO VEEEJAYYYY! VIVA LA VICTORIA! (i think i'll get more high when its like confirm plus chopchillichopchillichopchopchop) & MOMMY'S BACK! Okay im not as high as i seem to be, but whatever works huh? :) Adious amigozz. This is how i do, when i think about you. 7/13/2009 noone but me from URL @ 9:33 PM I miss my motherrrr, the horrible woman hasn't called since sat ): I'm gna scold her when she gets back. Okay i shall update properly another day, byez. 7/12/2009 noone but me from URL @ 6:59 PM Sometimes i wonder if i'm wearing some sign that says, "Hi I'm Sarah and you're free to walk all over me. But just wipe your shoes on the mat first cos i don't want you leaving footprints." I'm done Screw. You. 7/10/2009 noone but me from URL @ 3:43 PM "Forget about your lists and do what you can because that's all you can do. Phone up the people you miss and tell them you love them. Hug those close to you as hard as you can. Because you are always only a drunk driver's stupidity, a nervous shopkeeper's mistake, a doctor's best attempts and an old age away from forever." Kathleen's blog always has nice quotes, good job friend! one point for you haha. We try don't we? We try and i think that that counts for a whole lot. The complexities of language are such that you never manage to put into words what you truly feel, and at the same time feel that you've truly expressed yourself. Sure i have a myriad of thoughts whizzing across my mind but everytime i attempt to speak of a single one, it comes out in disjointed sentences punctuated with more 'you know's and 'uhh's and 'like's that i get so frustrated with myself i just shut up. Do you have a friend patient enough to wait for that complete sentence to come out before judging you? Do you have a friend who wouldn't judge you even when that entire sentence comes out? Would you judge? Sometimes you just want people to listen. I know i do. Sometimes i just want to talk and talk and talk and i just want someone to listen; call me weird cos i know you judge, but sometimes i really want to. & without judging me, the person cannot make me feel awkward talking to myself too. Haha, which is why it never happens and which is why i just talk to monty. The dog just looks at me with those lovelylovelyyy brown eyes, and just looks. All he does is that and sometimes i think he gets me you know. Now, wouldn't that suck. Understanding and knowing what exactly's going on but not being able to say that you do. Hmmmm. Okay see. I have talked and talked and talked even while saying that i want to talk and talk and talk haha. Welllll, anyhowzz. This is why i'm thankful that i have the friends i have, who listen to me and judge me (or not) but continue to love me (or so i think) all the same :D It's conditional, but then again nothing lasts forever, no? Harris looked at adlin on wednesday and asked if she was in love cos he said that he looked at her and thought that she looked like she was in love and he never gets these kinda things wrong. So hello friendzzz, if you catch adlin with some random dude tell me k? :D hahaha. I don't feel relieved that the CTs are over. Alrighttttt, off i go to meet the people i loveth much! :} It's too late baby, there's no turning around 7/06/2009 noone but me from URL @ 10:37 PM It doesn't matter how slow you go, as long as you don't stop. This is the sign i see everyday when i take the escalator down from kallang mrt, confucious yo! & it may seem like an insignificant thing but at the end of a lengthy day of mugging & winding up completely braindead, seeing that makes me feel a teeeny bit better. So yeap, no great expectations but dear God, please just let me improve. I need that little bit of reassurance that what i've been doing so far has been worth it and that i'm on the right track. & i judge way too quickly, way too easily, so i change my mind. We get each others' backs and it's what we need to get by, thanks :) & 7/7/09- HAPPY EIGHTEENTH HASINABANANANAAAA! :D to get you through the day & make everything okay. 7/05/2009 noone but me from URL @ 12:10 AM HAPPY EIGHTEENTH SUS! :D  Hahaha as of today i can't blame your craziness, your highness, your schizo moments, your little-girl-immaturity and just you yourself for being 17. You're eighteeeennnn love! I know the timing kinda sucks, but when we do celebrate your bday it's gna be a blast alright? Thanks for being a constant the past 6 years of my life. From the bitch i thought you were (heh), to the dearest friend you are now :) I love you susmitha changaroth! --- Strike 1. I can be there, 24/7, but i'm not your 7-11 convenience store. When its time to live and let die, And you cant get another try 7/01/2009 noone but me from URL @ 11:19 PM I am extremely veryveryveryVERY annoyed with the swine flu right now. Cts, bdays, ncc day, Ki IS plans- its screwing up all, ALLLLL of my plans and i am so damn bloody annoyed, grrrrrr. GRRRRRRRR. No more ncc dayyyyyy ): ): ): Come on la, think of how much ncc has done for the millionz (i bet) of people over the past 108 (?) years and you cancel a parade in its honour? grrrrr. Serves me right for wanting my sweet escape; im just doomed to my mugger life till the 25th of nov so i should deal with it. I am so, damn, annoyed. Bye.
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